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Spring is Coming

For the past month or so, I’ve been trying to work on my spiritual health as well as my physical. Mike and I have been attending church regularly and feel that this is the church for us. I tried to sign up for some group meetings on Saturday’s but the woman who was trying to set it up for me never called me back! I’m sure she’s been busy and I’ve slipped through the cracks. However, I’ve not let that stop my growth. It would be nice to have a group of people further along in their Spiritual lives than I am to talk to and bounce questions off of, but right now that’s not in the cards. Maybe some other time.

I just finished reading Mary Beth Chapman’s “Choosing to SEE: A Journey of Struggle and Hope.”

What an incredible story. I’ve always enjoyed Steven Curtis Chapman’s music, and I knew of their tragedy (losing a 5 year old daughter in a horrible accident) but to be able to see how they made it through that time and what good deeds came from such a horrible incident is very moving. Their faith is what I want for myself, for my family.

This may be more of my “dark clouds” than anything else, but I have this overwhelming feeling that God is preparing me for a moment of profound sadness and heartbreak. Why? I’ve had three deaths in my family this year, two of which were unexpected. My cousin was buried on Saturday. She was 50 years old and was killed from her husband running over her with his truck¬†(yes, there is more to the story but I don’t feel this is the place to go in to that). Her death was completely preventable and while I want to say pointless, I think there is a reason for everything although we can’t see it just yet.

I’ve also been led to read a couple of books that are centered around dealing with sorrow and loss. Maybe I’ve been drawn to them because of the losses we’ve had this year, but I can’t help but feel there’s a reason why God wants me to build up my defenses. And…this terrifies me to no end. I know some people would say it’s all just a coincidence. However, I don’t believe in coincidences, I do believe that everything happens for a reason. Just like I believe people come into our lives for a purpose and eventually leave when that purpose has been served, as difficult as that can be. I hope I’m wrong about this, goodness knows I’ve been wrong plenty of times in the past, but I just had to “talk it out”.

On that pleasant note, Happy Monday everyone! ūüėÄ

Supplements for Body and Spirit

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This path month has seen a lot of changes for me, diet wise. First, I managed to kick the sugar habit (so far at¬†least, 38 days and counting). This was¬†one of the hardest things I’ve done since giving up cokes. I can honestly say I think I’m a sugar addict. With that realization, I’ve changed the “Well, I can one piece of candy” outlook to completely abstaining from the white powdery substance. As soon as it hits my blood stream my body screams for more more more.

Secondly, I called Nutritional Weight and Wellness and had a phone consultation with Darlene Kvist to try and get my nutrition in hand.¬†I was hoping to be able to “cure” my tracheal stenosis, but my main concern is just getting healthy and staying healthy so I don’t have to rely on my husband to¬†bathe and feed me when I’m older.¬†¬†The consultation went about as I had expected. She¬†asked a lot of questions and went over the paperwork I had filed with them. In¬†the end, we decided to approach my diet¬†as though I have an autoimmune disease and see if we can get the inflammation down. After All, if the inflammation is down then I should be able to breathe better right?

She recommended I get tested for Hashimoto’s, which thankfully came back negative! In fact, my thyroid levels were pretty good. T4 levels were 1.1 (normal range .8-1.8) and my TSH levels were 2.1 (normal range .4-4.5). What do all of those numbers mean? Basically, my thyroid is¬†functioning at a normal level instead of being sluggish and my hormones are level.¬†¬†

Some expected changes (if you’ve listened to their podcasts you know what’s coming too!) were the elimination of gluten and MSG from my diet. What I didn’t expect was having to get rid of diary. I can honestly say I miss my cheese too. Love me some cheese. I also had to start eating more. I KNOW….eat more?! Instead of just breakfast, lunch, and dinner, we should be eating breakfast, an AM snack, lunch, a PM snack, and dinner to keep our blood sugar levels balanced. Since I’m not hungry too often, this has been a little challenging. We’ll discuss the diet in detail in a later post as I’m already getting long winded here!

Last, she told me to start taking some supplements. This is just until we get my body back in shape, but it’s still a lot:

Yeah, I know…and that’s only for breakfast and lunch Monday through Friday. Doesn’t count dinner, bedtime, or the weekend allotment. I feel a bit like a druggy! However, I am going to give them a month and see if I have any noticeable changes. So, what exactly is in my bag of goodies and what do they do?

GLA¬†– or Gamma-Linolenic Acid. This is an Omega 6 that’s supposed to help lower inflammation and help with autoimmune diseases. Supposedly, it may also help slow the growth of cancer cells, but more testing is needed.

Fish Oil¬†– I do not like fish…period, so this is a no brainer for me. I take fish oils 3 times a day and don’t seem to have a problem with “fishy burps” like some people. A good grade fish oil will help prevent those. Fish oils help lessen inflammation in the system and acts as a natural blood thinner, so be sure to stop taking them before surgery or talk to your doctor if you have concerns or are on a blood thinner already.

Vitamin D – of course, we hear how difficult it is to get enough vitamin D. Interestingly, many people in my tracheal stenosis group have been very vitamin D deficient. I’m not sure if there’s a correlation there or not. Plus, vitamin D helps your body absorb calcium and lessens inflammation.

Glutamine¬†– if you have GI issues (IBS) or have intense workouts Glutamine helps your body rebuild itself. This is found naturally occurring in beef, chicken, fish, eggs, milk, and dairy products so it’s believed most people get enough throughout the day but for those people who have taxed their system for a while (does being 100lbs overweight for years count?) it would be beneficial to supplement for a bit to build it back up.

Probiotics (especially, bifidobacteria) – I just started taking these this past weekend, so I don’t have much to offer here other than they have a somewhat nasty taste if you leave it on your tongue for too long. It’s supposed to help with GI issues (again, IBS) and get your gut back to a healthy natural state.

It all sounds so glamorous, doesn’t it?! Did I mention I hate taking pills? Well, I’m almost 30 days in to taking all of these and I honestly can’t say whether they’re helping me feel better or not. I’m definitely dropping weight and that in itself will make a person feel better.

Previously, I also mentioned working on other slices of my wheel of life as well. While I am concentrating on my Physical slice, I’m also starting to work on my Spiritual slice. I lost two Uncles within a week of each other, and if that doesn’t make you start thinking (especially when the last time you saw one of them was sitting next to him at the previous Uncle’s funeral service) then maybe you need to stop and take a look around. Not everyone believes what I do, and that’s ok. Everyone is entitled to their own beliefs and need to come to their own conclusions.

I went to Lifeway Christian Store on Saturday to look around. It’s one of my favorite places to just go and mill around. You never know what you might find there! I came across a book by Holley Gerth, You’re Already Amazing: Embracing Who You Are, Becoming All God Created You to Be.

I’m only a couple of chapters in, but I have to say this book is great. It’s well written and hits home. This book will be one of those that change my perspective on life. When I’m done, I will pass it along to an important woman in my life (Mom, Aunts, Cousins, Friends…not sure who just yet) and hope that it touches her as well. Sorry guys, but this book is written toward women. You’re welcome to read it and will probably gain a lot of insight, but don’t be offended if you see “sister”, “woman”, “she” throughout!

What are some changes you’ve made in your diet/life that have had positive outcomes so far?